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So.. what have I been doing lately? Meeting new people, socializing... (wtf?! you must think...). Well it's true... I can't always be the same rotting carcass rolling about.
There are times when you need to go and search for someone special, because you're tired of always being on your own.
My mind keeps telling me I should have some fun for a change, that I should take all these stupid stereotypes of my head and be happy.


This is erased, I promise, NOT A TRACE
This is erased, I promise, NOT A TRACE, NO DELAY

My sweet shadow, to you I look no more...

time to remember and time to forget
time to move forward without regret

I am nothing, I feel nothing

crawl:
n 1: a very slow movement; "the traffic advanced at a crawl" 2: a swimming stroke; arms are moved alternately overhead accompanied by a flutter kick [syn: front crawl, Australian crawl] 3: a slow creeping mode of locomotion (on hands and knees or dragging the body); "a crawl was all that the injured man could manage"; "the traffic moved at a creep" [syn: crawling, creep, creeping] v 1: move slowly; in the case of people or animals with the body near the ground; "The crocodile was crawling along the riverbed" [syn: creep] 2: feel as if crawling with insects; "My skin crawled--I was terrified" 3: be crawling with; "The old cheese was crawling with maggots" 4: show submission or fear [syn: fawn, creep, cringe, cower, grovel] 5: swim by doing the crawl; "European children learn the breast stroke; they often don't know how to crawl"

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heart of life

It pays out...
Changes happen, some are for good. It's cool when you don't feel alone all of the sudden, when you can forget all the hate, when there's someone.
It feels nice when the wall you built around you just falls down... you can feel so fine.
You can be apreciated, you can apreciate. You understand, your understood...
It's the art... δf life

art of life

(...)so bad today...
It's just because I'm beeing stupid! I already gained a wonderful thing, yet I feel so damn anxious it kills me.
Will not be able to sleep this night as well...
Miss you so much...