they'll set me free

I didn't know how far they could reach... I guess this is far enough. I couldn't bear it if something was to happen, I'd go away, I'd leave... I wouldn't leave home. In the last case I'd kill myself painlessly.

gone

A dead start in my head
And the day's been laid
The things i really want
Always torn from my heart
You never saw the way
How i wanted you to stay
And now you're gone
I'm on my own

When I was thinking this
Was something permanent
You were already thinking
Of going away

more driven than before

Well..I just found another way to spend my time. Yup, doing absolutely nothing.
I'll keep you updated later on...
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