Why do you write in english?

I don't really know...

Too hard to cope (almost forgot the title)

Lets try something different now,
just to see if these events can be revoked.
Firstly, why does one always look for answers and does not bother to look down at the core question?
Should the question be that important?
Is this question really that important?
Am I making any sense? No.. Anyways, too many questions already!
Secondly, I shall not make this a question.
Thirdly, if you lose your touch, you lose it until you keep in mind that there is no path you can follow.
Finally, another question - damn, another question? - why am I always questioning myself?

Leaving the delusion aside, I will focus on what to do now.
I feel it now, I feel it coming, not like the other times... at least I like to think so!
I really hope that the wind and the trees can have a new meaning...
The cars and the lights and the fuzz and the emotion
and the ...
and
and all the stray lines that blur my thoughts

My New Year's Resolution

I decided I should change my blog soundtrack, for this song stalks me everywhere I go...
Take a moment to listen.

Editors - When Anger Shows


It creeps all over you like a dull ache
Think of all the things your hands could make
It pulls you to the ground like soaking wet gloves
The change in your face when anger shows

In that moment you realise
That something you thought would always be there will die
Like everything else

These thoughts I must not think of
Dreams I cant make sense of
I need you to tell me its ok
These thoughts I must not think of
Dreams I cant make sense of
I need you to tell me its ok

You are a sleeping lion in your bed
I will not wake you
You're the moment
Love has passed
We all must learn to hate you
You're a memory from before
Please don't let me forget you
You're the wolves at my door

In that moment you realise
That something you thought would always be there will die
Like everything else

These thoughts I must not think of
Dreams I cant make sense of
I need you to tell me its ok
These thoughts I must not think of
Dreams I cant make sense of
I need you to tell me its ok

How can you know what things are worth
If your hands wont move to do a days work?
How can you know what things are worth
If your hands wont move to do a days work?
How can you know what things are worth
If your hands wont move to do a days work?
How can you know what things are worth
If your hands wont move to do a days work?
How can you know what things are worth
If your hands wont move to do a days work?
How can you know what things are worth
If your hands wont move to do a days work?
How can you know...

These thoughts I must not think of
Dreams I cant make sense of
I need you to tell me its ok
These thoughts I must not think of
Dreams I cant make sense of
I need you to tell me its ok

Happy Birthday

Flummox

Welcome me dissolution
For which I have long awaited
With new found hope
Have me step out from this land
Escape from the gloom elated

Have me turn it into a box
Have me turn it into a single thought
And let us flow
Let the mould on our shoulders dry
And let us leave this decay

The charcoal taste in my mouth
Has kept me bitter for long enough


Have it burn
Have it shine
Have it learn
Have it die


[image dissected by orochi on Ps CS3]

And it wears me out, it wears me out, it wears me out, it wears me out...

Truth be said...

I am only a victim of your mischief

Music Challenge

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Xmms, Audacious etc. on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

1. How would you describe yourself?
Led Zeppelin - Houses Of The Holy [A very happy yet still a rock n' roll song, maybe as my personality!!?? ]

2. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Blackfield - End Of The World [This was a nice surprise! hard to explain, but a very good answer to this question...]

3. How do you feel today?
Apocalyptica - Burn [Hmmm... contemplative...]

4. What is your life's purpose?
Led Zeppelin - Going To California [Couldn't have chosen better "made up my mind, make a new start..."]

5. What is your motto?
Opeth - Death Whispered a Lullaby [You can always experience the good side of bad events]

6. What do your friends think of you?
Opeth - The Funeral Portrait [I leave that for them to answer]

7. What do you think of your parents?
Goldfrapp - Lovely Head [My dad always whistles...]

8. What do you think about very often?
Black Label Society - Suicide Messiah [I don't think about suiciding, nope, but the song rocks!]

9. What do you think of your best friend?
Lupercalia - Aegypto ad Siciliam

10. What do you think of the person you like?
In Flames - The Quiet Place ["and then I close my eyes..."]

11. What is your life story?
Blasted Mechanism - You Never Gave Me Nothing [I cannot take any meaning from this one...]

12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Depeche Mode - Never Let Me Down Again [Something that will not let me down :)]

13. Your Favorite Love song?
In Flames - Clayman [Hahaha!what a great love song!at least it's one of my favourites]

14. What is your biggest secret?
Radiohead - We Suck Young Blood(Your Time Is Up) [Damn!now everybody will know...]

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I would like to leave this challenge to my friend Natalie
And of course to any other person that might want to do it.

I'm famous...

Unwinding of the mind

The crippling of the styled
as the bashing of wood
as the beating of bones against one's flesh
through water and stone
so may there be some balance

Such and effort for no acknowledgment

A quick gasp
So there can be light and freedom
Crescent heart beating
So there can be a decent meaning
An innate force that pulls you
through and through

Feelings as such are not to be taken lightly

Study your mind
Focus on what you attain by doing such
The vagueness of your being
can now be lightened
or can even be bruised
Its never one's choice
Yet the results will always have a different taste

Channeling emotions is always an easy way out...


[photo dissected by orochi on PS CS3]

The Unforgiving Stimuli

Soft tunes flowing
through the air springing
as though from a glimpse created
now reckoning the sweet misfortune
that has settled in

As a page that is kept intact
by purpose and by all means
created for this purpose
Speaking its mind and such...

Troubling as it may seem
this soothing sensation
it may be misleading
For in its core lies grief and sorrow

So sweet and soft
and so dorment and so unreal and so passionate and so fake
leading and misleading
and very unforgiving

If only you could....

Wouldn't it be good if you could just start from scratch?
Have a new layout, a new perspective, new friends and families?
Have a new found smile and new found tears?
A whole new meaning?










Yes it would, but you better not trust movies, for they aren't real...

When everybody else refrained, my uncle Johnny did cocaine...

He's convinced that it helps to take away the pain...

Καλοκαιράκι στην Ελλάδα

Καλοκαιράκι στην Ελλάδα - The Video (by Luís/orochi)

Σαγαπώ Ελλάδα

Ah pois é... já não era sem tempo de aqui a minha pessoa postar alguma coisa!
Como ando com falta de inspiração para escrever coisas sem nexo e/ou postar fotos da República Checa e afins, resolvi escrever sobre um pais que ainda não consegui tirar da cabeça:

Ελλάς
como quem diz "Grécia"

Ah pois é! Até grego aprendi a ler! (o que não quer dizer que entenda o que está escrito, mas isso já é outra conversa...).
Perguntam vocês "Mas porquê a Grécia?", e eu respondo:
Não pela história, não por ser chique, mas basicamente pela experiência.
Pela amizade dos gregos, pela hospitalidade, pela diversão, por tudo e mais alguma coisa!
Este pais marcou-me mais do que qualquer outro...
Ainda hoje preservo aqueles dias na minha memória, como se ainda ontem tivessem sido.
Gostava de lá voltar no próximo verão para visitar os meus amigos de novo ou, quem sabe, tentar a minha sorte e ficar por lá uns tempos... só o tempo dirá.

Grécia... Recomenda-se!

Michalis, Anoula, Kelly, Jasonas(only his arm on the photo,unfortunatelly), Kostas, Elena, Irini
Thank you for everything guys :)

Queens of the Stone Age - Feel Good Hit Of The Summer

Nicotin
Valium
Vicodin
Marijuana
Ecstasy and
Alcohol

C C C C C C Cocaaaaaaaine

Queens of the Stone Age - great band, great inspiration, smart lyrics ;)

I amsterdam!

You Belong in Amsterdam

A little old fashioned, a little modern - you're the best of both worlds. And so is Amsterdam. Whether you want to be a squatter graffiti artist or a great novelist, Amsterdam has all that you want in Europe (in one small city).

What European City Do You Belong In?

Tomei a iniciativa da minha amiga blogista aracnídia e fiz o teste. Estou contente com o resultado!
Já tive oportunidade de visitar e de facto senti que era uma cidade que me dizia muito.
Parece que até este site concorda que a cidade a que eu pertenço é tudo menos "Funchal"!

Are you a bad person?

Being tired of these squally days, it is maybe time to consider a new set of rules:

1. Waiting and thinking have always been a solution.
2. Trying a different approach may have a better result.
3. Confiding may also be important, yet highly dangerous.
4. Looking ahead is an important key, but keeping in mind what went away is a better one.
5. Learn!
6. Use this to your advantage.
7. CONGRATULATIONS! You are a better person!

Now seariously...remember:

yours in an everclimbing road.

[photo taken in Višehrad - Praha]

Waiting virtue

I finally have internet connection at home, after waiting for about 1 month...
So keep in touch for further posts.
Take care!
^_^ orochi

Amsterdam is a crazy place...

"Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond."

















[Photos by Luís / Lyrics by Pink Floyd]