Sunday, May 28, 2006

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Hurt

hurt truh
uhrt trhu
urht thru
urth htru

are you sure what side of the glass you are on?

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Think for yourself...

My mind flows beyond explanation...

I am thriving to achieve a state I've always longed for.
A complex pattern of ideals keep going in and out of my brain,
and it isn't easy to select the best, so forth putting aside the worst.
The result is usually a small mixture of two discrepancies.

Today is Sunday... that alone I find depressing.
I woke up in an unconscious state of mind,
therefore I decided to let myself sleep some more
and try to forget about it.
And as I slept... these thoughts occurred.
My compassion is broken now.
My will is eroded, and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly.
I'm on my knees and burning.

So smell my soul burning.
I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy.
I have swallowed the poison you feed me... but I survive on it, and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed.. and I feel ugly, and dead inside.

This is the complexity I am trying to express...